A loving God sounds like a fantasy
Being angry at an absentee father
Is just me drinking poison I made
A cthulu level diety makes more sense
That diety is cruel or is interested
That deity isn’t listening to prayers
That diety is abusive and inconsistent
Angry at my lack of compliance
Punishing and playing with our lives
I know how to deal with abuse
By disconnecting from the abuser
I don’t choose to belive a fantasy
I live in my harsh reality without faith
Because I don’t want God of scripture
I don’t want any omnipotent being
I want the gratefulness I get to exist
And the faith that humans are trying
To do out best not to harm.
Elizebeth Turnquist 
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