I have no control
It would help if I could let go
The things that happened
Are now sealed in the past
My mind spinning over mistakes
Just makes the now miserable
But I can’t change my past
I may have some control
Of how my future self acts
But mistakes are human
And I’m prone to be flawed
So I’m stewing in my juices
These ruminations eat at me
But produce nothing of value
Here I am trying to let go
As my anxious mind clings.